1 00:00:29,220 --> 00:00:14,900 [Music] 2 00:00:44,830 --> 00:00:29,230 [Applause] 3 00:00:44,840 --> 00:01:04,070 [Music] 4 00:01:08,850 --> 00:01:06,510 welcome to the center of light radio 5 00:01:11,310 --> 00:01:08,860 with spiritual teacher intuitive 6 00:01:13,860 --> 00:01:11,320 musician composer and best-selling 7 00:01:16,530 --> 00:01:13,870 author of the Divine Principle anchoring 8 00:01:19,500 --> 00:01:16,540 heaven on earth your host Keith Anthony 9 00:01:22,890 --> 00:01:19,510 Blanchard send me an email at Keith 10 00:01:24,800 --> 00:01:22,900 Anthony Blanchett email Joe calm excuse 11 00:01:27,270 --> 00:01:24,810 me Keith Anthony Blanchard at gmail.com 12 00:01:29,520 --> 00:01:27,280 to book your free session with me 30 13 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:29,530 minutes 45 minutes however long it takes 14 00:01:32,910 --> 00:01:30,850 there helping to move through an issue 15 00:01:35,670 --> 00:01:32,920 you may be having not that you've broken 16 00:01:37,499 --> 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radio business the 59 00:03:17,400 --> 00:03:15,580 number you doubted get on the 60 00:03:19,770 --> 00:03:17,410 eight eight eight nine one nine two 61 00:03:21,690 --> 00:03:19,780 three five five triple eight nine one 62 00:03:24,450 --> 00:03:21,700 nine two three five five to speak to 63 00:03:27,270 --> 00:03:24,460 myself or my guest today 64 00:03:29,550 --> 00:03:27,280 Anastasia mitri and the subject we're 65 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:29,560 gonna be speaking about check this out 66 00:03:37,650 --> 00:03:32,530 sup realization the key to finding calm 67 00:03:41,340 --> 00:03:37,660 in turbulent times I saw a post about 68 00:03:43,980 --> 00:03:41,350 her book on social media recently my 69 00:03:45,510 --> 00:03:43,990 dear Lord all the best book covers I've 70 00:03:47,610 --> 00:03:45,520 ever seen good looking book covers is 71 00:03:49,290 --> 00:03:47,620 gorgeous and you can feel the energy of 72 00:03:51,780 --> 00:03:49,300 this book right away no kidding 73 00:03:53,220 --> 00:03:51,790 so much so I stopped what I was doing 74 00:03:54,930 --> 00:03:53,230 found her on the Internet 75 00:03:58,140 --> 00:03:54,940 sent her message right away let me tell 76 00:04:00,720 --> 00:03:58,150 you about my guest today in times that 77 00:04:04,140 --> 00:04:00,730 feel unsure there is a source of peace 78 00:04:07,140 --> 00:04:04,150 Oh Lord inside of us in this show we 79 00:04:10,380 --> 00:04:07,150 will explore how to access that knowing 80 00:04:12,660 --> 00:04:10,390 so you can contribute to the world's 81 00:04:16,039 --> 00:04:12,670 evolution instead of being in a state of 82 00:04:18,750 --> 00:04:16,049 fear reactivity or avoidance 83 00:04:21,449 --> 00:04:18,760 Anastacia nature is a transformational 84 00:04:24,050 --> 00:04:21,459 coach who doesn't sugarcoat spirituality 85 00:04:27,090 --> 00:04:24,060 and personal girls and fluffy new-age 86 00:04:29,100 --> 00:04:27,100 cliches dig that her first published 87 00:04:31,740 --> 00:04:29,110 book self-realization for regular people 88 00:04:35,190 --> 00:04:31,750 was birthed from her own awakening 89 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:35,200 experience in which she lost her false 90 00:04:40,100 --> 00:04:37,810 ego as she calls it once she could see 91 00:04:43,440 --> 00:04:40,110 the truth the words in this book 92 00:04:47,640 --> 00:04:43,450 exploded from her her flagship product 93 00:04:51,600 --> 00:04:47,650 is the core genius map the foundation of 94 00:04:54,560 --> 00:04:51,610 her coaching services she is also the 95 00:04:56,670 --> 00:04:54,570 founder of Self Realization collective a 96 00:04:59,340 --> 00:04:56,680 membership group with teachings 97 00:05:02,190 --> 00:04:59,350 practices tools and community support 98 00:05:05,580 --> 00:05:02,200 grounded in her keen knack for business 99 00:05:08,430 --> 00:05:05,590 and lifted by her own journey towards 100 00:05:10,590 --> 00:05:08,440 self-realization Anastasia is gifted at 101 00:05:13,320 --> 00:05:10,600 seeing her clients through the darkest 102 00:05:15,570 --> 00:05:13,330 pain God where was she some years ago 103 00:05:19,890 --> 00:05:15,580 for me and the brightest light holding 104 00:05:22,440 --> 00:05:19,900 safe space from them to go deep that's 105 00:05:25,200 --> 00:05:22,450 where it's at and delivering measurable 106 00:05:27,180 --> 00:05:25,210 results and their personal and business 107 00:05:29,410 --> 00:05:27,190 lives you can find more about my guest 108 00:05:31,960 --> 00:05:29,420 today at 109 00:05:38,950 --> 00:05:31,970 Anastacia neat recom let me spell that 110 00:05:42,040 --> 00:05:38,960 for you triple w dot a in asta SI a in e 111 00:05:46,180 --> 00:05:42,050 TR i.com welcome to centre of light 112 00:05:54,300 --> 00:05:46,190 radio Anastacia pleasure to be here 113 00:05:59,590 --> 00:05:56,890 well we're gonna have we're gonna have 114 00:06:04,030 --> 00:05:59,600 some fun you can bet on that some new 115 00:06:06,100 --> 00:06:04,040 software putting you stay yeah so even 116 00:06:09,070 --> 00:06:06,110 though in your bio it gave us a little 117 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:09,080 bit about your beginnings I want to know 118 00:06:15,490 --> 00:06:10,880 more about your beginnings because I 119 00:06:18,580 --> 00:06:15,500 always feel that when others can really 120 00:06:20,230 --> 00:06:18,590 see where we all come from the people 121 00:06:23,530 --> 00:06:20,240 who are doing the work and having such 122 00:06:25,570 --> 00:06:23,540 success at doing said work it makes it a 123 00:06:27,490 --> 00:06:25,580 little more tangible for them we can go 124 00:06:29,920 --> 00:06:27,500 out and see a public speaking of Deepak 125 00:06:31,510 --> 00:06:29,930 Chopra or Wayne Dyer Marian Woodson and 126 00:06:34,450 --> 00:06:31,520 we get the knowledge and we get the 127 00:06:37,300 --> 00:06:34,460 insights but that lifestyle seems like 128 00:06:40,450 --> 00:06:37,310 gazillion miles away there on this huge 129 00:06:42,430 --> 00:06:40,460 stage wearing all this nice clothes but 130 00:06:44,290 --> 00:06:42,440 I think when we learn the background and 131 00:06:46,930 --> 00:06:44,300 the bumps and bruises that everyone is 132 00:06:50,730 --> 00:06:46,940 obtained it comes a little more tangible 133 00:06:56,680 --> 00:06:50,740 how did this all get kicked off for you 134 00:07:00,340 --> 00:06:56,690 well um I'm gonna I'll I will start with 135 00:07:05,680 --> 00:07:00,350 like what I what I call the awakening 136 00:07:09,150 --> 00:07:05,690 before the awakening so I have been you 137 00:07:13,770 --> 00:07:09,160 know a kind of a creative person and an 138 00:07:15,880 --> 00:07:13,780 entrepreneur beats in my own drum 139 00:07:19,720 --> 00:07:15,890 couldn't understand why we were doing 140 00:07:24,880 --> 00:07:19,730 certain things on the planet young age 141 00:07:26,500 --> 00:07:24,890 like I remember when I was about 19 I 142 00:07:30,550 --> 00:07:26,510 was like wait a minute wait a minute 143 00:07:34,090 --> 00:07:30,560 wait a minute you want me to wait you're 144 00:07:37,390 --> 00:07:34,100 telling me to decide what I want now for 145 00:07:39,370 --> 00:07:37,400 the rest of my life go and get a job and 146 00:07:42,400 --> 00:07:39,380 wear pantyhose every day and work 147 00:07:43,210 --> 00:07:42,410 full-time and then when I'm like 60 148 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:43,220 you're gonna 149 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:45,890 my life back to me that that doesn't 150 00:07:50,200 --> 00:07:47,410 even make sense 151 00:07:54,010 --> 00:07:50,210 and it was just things like that that 152 00:07:56,320 --> 00:07:54,020 for a long time I felt those kinds of 153 00:07:57,730 --> 00:07:56,330 thoughts weren't easy because I didn't 154 00:08:01,270 --> 00:07:57,740 really have anyone around who could 155 00:08:03,670 --> 00:08:01,280 validate anything for me it was just a 156 00:08:06,070 --> 00:08:03,680 lot of people kind of doing this these 157 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:06,080 you know rote decisions in life and I 158 00:08:10,230 --> 00:08:08,210 started to kind of question them 159 00:08:13,930 --> 00:08:10,240 so I began this life as an entrepreneur 160 00:08:15,370 --> 00:08:13,940 but I was doing kind of one thing after 161 00:08:16,750 --> 00:08:15,380 another I had several different 162 00:08:18,100 --> 00:08:16,760 businesses and I was always really 163 00:08:23,920 --> 00:08:18,110 successful and I was always very 164 00:08:25,690 --> 00:08:23,930 ambitious and very resourceful and I my 165 00:08:29,770 --> 00:08:25,700 last business that I started when I 166 00:08:32,380 --> 00:08:29,780 started coaching in 2008 things really 167 00:08:35,940 --> 00:08:32,390 exploded for me a couple years after I 168 00:08:39,719 --> 00:08:35,950 started and I I became very well-known 169 00:08:41,860 --> 00:08:39,729 started getting my practice filled 170 00:08:44,650 --> 00:08:41,870 started making more and more and more 171 00:08:48,910 --> 00:08:44,660 money and I reached this kind of 172 00:08:51,520 --> 00:08:48,920 pinnacle in 2014 where I had everything 173 00:08:54,910 --> 00:08:51,530 I had been dreaming out for years I 174 00:08:57,720 --> 00:08:54,920 lived in a big house had a big 3,500 175 00:09:01,630 --> 00:08:57,730 square foot house in the Bay Area of 176 00:09:02,980 --> 00:09:01,640 Northern California was making you know 177 00:09:07,240 --> 00:09:02,990 close to a couple hundred thousand 178 00:09:11,560 --> 00:09:07,250 dollars a year had a you know fancy 179 00:09:16,870 --> 00:09:11,570 group of friends and a lot of notoriety 180 00:09:21,420 --> 00:09:16,880 and you know little pockets of with air 181 00:09:29,110 --> 00:09:26,230 when I hit this point it was extend at 182 00:09:30,670 --> 00:09:29,120 that year I had all this all this stuff 183 00:09:32,560 --> 00:09:30,680 all this money and everything in a week 184 00:09:35,740 --> 00:09:32,570 off every month right so it was like I 185 00:09:37,650 --> 00:09:35,750 was living this very idyllic lifestyle 186 00:09:43,270 --> 00:09:37,660 one that I had been working towards for 187 00:09:45,700 --> 00:09:43,280 you know nearly 20 years and when I hit 188 00:09:48,940 --> 00:09:45,710 that point there was something really 189 00:09:52,900 --> 00:09:48,950 interesting that happened nothing had 190 00:09:56,770 --> 00:09:52,910 changed I wasn't any happier as a matter 191 00:09:59,680 --> 00:09:56,780 of fact I was more miserable 192 00:10:02,410 --> 00:09:59,690 more anxious than I had ever been it was 193 00:10:04,420 --> 00:10:02,420 like it was very disorienting because 194 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:04,430 this thing I had been working towards my 195 00:10:12,730 --> 00:10:08,050 whole life didn't do it it didn't fill 196 00:10:15,790 --> 00:10:12,740 the void and now when I had hit it it 197 00:10:17,140 --> 00:10:15,800 was this very distressing time of going 198 00:10:20,290 --> 00:10:17,150 well now 199 00:10:24,730 --> 00:10:20,300 what like everything I had been focused 200 00:10:28,870 --> 00:10:24,740 on for so long just became meaningless 201 00:10:32,290 --> 00:10:28,880 and it wasn't an easy realization it's 202 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:32,300 it was like that moment in which I don't 203 00:10:39,820 --> 00:10:35,810 even know where to go with my life and I 204 00:10:41,770 --> 00:10:39,830 have this kind of it wasn't it was an 205 00:10:45,210 --> 00:10:41,780 initial awakening because I feel like 206 00:10:48,580 --> 00:10:45,220 Awakening is not something that just 207 00:10:53,560 --> 00:10:48,590 especially with what I'm seeing today 208 00:10:57,130 --> 00:10:53,570 and every day for a while now awakening 209 00:11:00,970 --> 00:10:57,140 is not a something that like happens and 210 00:11:04,150 --> 00:11:00,980 then you're done there's there's if 211 00:11:05,650 --> 00:11:04,160 there's this kind of thing that sort of 212 00:11:08,710 --> 00:11:05,660 can happen for years and I'll talk more 213 00:11:12,310 --> 00:11:08,720 about that but it began this process 214 00:11:14,980 --> 00:11:12,320 this this awakening I had just said just 215 00:11:16,630 --> 00:11:14,990 be you and life will get easier and 216 00:11:21,160 --> 00:11:16,640 that's you know sounds simple enough 217 00:11:26,830 --> 00:11:21,170 right it's like okay okay I'll just be 218 00:11:29,260 --> 00:11:26,840 me and that began a journey of these 219 00:11:31,360 --> 00:11:29,270 things that I always described in the 220 00:11:34,210 --> 00:11:31,370 awakening process and I always say it's 221 00:11:38,050 --> 00:11:34,220 got these two main elements to it which 222 00:11:40,090 --> 00:11:38,060 are discovery and destruction like as 223 00:11:42,340 --> 00:11:40,100 the more that you discover about who you 224 00:11:44,800 --> 00:11:42,350 are the more something that that's who 225 00:11:49,360 --> 00:11:44,810 you're not falls apart simultaneously so 226 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:49,370 it's always this kind of thing that when 227 00:11:56,410 --> 00:11:52,810 you the the more awareness that you gain 228 00:11:59,710 --> 00:11:56,420 often it comes with a loss of some kind 229 00:12:04,060 --> 00:11:59,720 and usually that losses well not usually 230 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:04,070 always the loss is something that isn't 231 00:12:08,650 --> 00:12:06,650 worth hanging on to anyway 232 00:12:10,840 --> 00:12:08,660 it's not something that's really 233 00:12:13,210 --> 00:12:10,850 fulfilling you in some way it's just 234 00:12:15,130 --> 00:12:13,220 kind of something that's making more and 235 00:12:19,300 --> 00:12:15,140 more and more and more room you know 236 00:12:21,580 --> 00:12:19,310 inside and so this this process happened 237 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:21,590 where I just sort of burned my business 238 00:12:28,750 --> 00:12:25,010 to the ground and was like you know what 239 00:12:31,060 --> 00:12:28,760 I I have to let go of all this that I've 240 00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:31,070 built because I've built it on top of 241 00:12:38,980 --> 00:12:34,970 this idea of feeling very unwanted and 242 00:12:43,450 --> 00:12:38,990 and using my business as a way to have 243 00:12:45,220 --> 00:12:43,460 people see me and it's I'm not able to 244 00:12:47,770 --> 00:12:45,230 let it in so I just need to let it go 245 00:12:51,240 --> 00:12:47,780 and that again that was a process that 246 00:12:53,950 --> 00:12:51,250 happened in a lot of steps and stages 247 00:12:56,410 --> 00:12:53,960 one little brick coming down at a time 248 00:13:01,510 --> 00:12:56,420 over you know a period of about three 249 00:13:05,190 --> 00:13:01,520 years and then I had a the what I call 250 00:13:09,930 --> 00:13:05,200 the dissolving of the false ego and that 251 00:13:14,140 --> 00:13:09,940 happened earlier this year it's like 252 00:13:18,820 --> 00:13:14,150 what I call the false ego is the 253 00:13:22,240 --> 00:13:18,830 identity that you build on top of some 254 00:13:24,340 --> 00:13:22,250 version of I'm not good enough right so 255 00:13:27,490 --> 00:13:24,350 you can believe that you're not good 256 00:13:29,590 --> 00:13:27,500 enough or you're unworthy or unwanted 257 00:13:32,230 --> 00:13:29,600 and then you begin to form an identity 258 00:13:35,680 --> 00:13:32,240 it could be a way to overcompensate for 259 00:13:37,870 --> 00:13:35,690 that in a way it's like a way to feel 260 00:13:42,210 --> 00:13:37,880 good enough even though it may not be 261 00:13:45,430 --> 00:13:42,220 you and once that false ego dissolves 262 00:13:48,810 --> 00:13:45,440 you're you know you're not done but it's 263 00:13:51,970 --> 00:13:48,820 that's I believe from what I've seen 264 00:13:56,100 --> 00:13:51,980 this year that's when a really much 265 00:13:58,750 --> 00:13:56,110 deeper layer of awakening can happen 266 00:14:02,410 --> 00:13:58,760 because as long as you're operating from 267 00:14:06,610 --> 00:14:02,420 I'm not good enough it's like wearing 268 00:14:08,770 --> 00:14:06,620 you know just a pair of you know really 269 00:14:11,290 --> 00:14:08,780 dark colored glasses over your eyes and 270 00:14:13,720 --> 00:14:11,300 once those come off then you start to 271 00:14:16,150 --> 00:14:13,730 see things more and more clear and many 272 00:14:20,670 --> 00:14:16,160 more things come up and many more things 273 00:14:22,889 --> 00:14:20,680 you know start to dissolve and it's just 274 00:14:25,530 --> 00:14:22,899 I'm in it and I'm seeing this sort of on 275 00:14:29,880 --> 00:14:25,540 the process let me ask you this 276 00:14:33,240 --> 00:14:29,890 okay so Anastasia some years ago realize 277 00:14:35,850 --> 00:14:33,250 that things have not changed and now you 278 00:14:39,449 --> 00:14:35,860 have this it would be an epiphany and 279 00:14:41,370 --> 00:14:39,459 now what so now you have this now what 280 00:14:43,769 --> 00:14:41,380 in your relinquishing and you're 281 00:14:49,019 --> 00:14:43,779 surrendering all of that stuff and 282 00:14:51,180 --> 00:14:49,029 becoming simply you did all this wisdom 283 00:14:53,670 --> 00:14:51,190 all this knowledge just begin to pour 284 00:14:55,620 --> 00:14:53,680 into you just by saying I'm just gonna 285 00:14:58,680 --> 00:14:55,630 be happy in the moment or did you 286 00:15:02,120 --> 00:14:58,690 actually learn this from a mentor or was 287 00:15:08,820 --> 00:15:05,370 overwhelmed let me put it this way Keith 288 00:15:10,320 --> 00:15:08,830 it wasn't that like when I when I sat 289 00:15:11,730 --> 00:15:10,330 down to write my book first of all I 290 00:15:15,360 --> 00:15:11,740 didn't sit down to write a book I just 291 00:15:17,820 --> 00:15:15,370 started I just started writing and and 292 00:15:20,430 --> 00:15:17,830 as things start to come out through the 293 00:15:25,320 --> 00:15:20,440 book which is some of the wisdom I had 294 00:15:29,940 --> 00:15:25,330 collected thus far it wasn't that it was 295 00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:29,950 all stuff that I wasn't able to share as 296 00:15:37,440 --> 00:15:33,970 long as see my particular flavor of 297 00:15:39,269 --> 00:15:37,450 false ego was I'm unwanted right so as 298 00:15:41,460 --> 00:15:39,279 long as I believed that I was unwanted 299 00:15:43,530 --> 00:15:41,470 and unwelcome and that the world didn't 300 00:15:45,900 --> 00:15:43,540 want anything from me and I wasn't even 301 00:15:50,490 --> 00:15:45,910 supposed to be here it just it was just 302 00:15:54,540 --> 00:15:50,500 this big block if you will to sharing 303 00:15:56,579 --> 00:15:54,550 this stuff and so yeah so it was like 304 00:15:59,610 --> 00:15:56,589 once that thing was lifted it was just 305 00:16:02,370 --> 00:15:59,620 like you know an initial dam broke so to 306 00:16:05,730 --> 00:16:02,380 speak so it was just sort of sharing a 307 00:16:08,519 --> 00:16:05,740 lot of the truths that I found in my own 308 00:16:11,760 --> 00:16:08,529 journey like you can't I have seen that 309 00:16:15,060 --> 00:16:11,770 there's a you know awakening is a big 310 00:16:16,980 --> 00:16:15,070 deal it's like you know it's the I think 311 00:16:20,730 --> 00:16:16,990 the movie The Matrix really sort of 312 00:16:22,769 --> 00:16:20,740 nails it when it's it you know he says 313 00:16:24,510 --> 00:16:22,779 do you want to know the truth or do you 314 00:16:28,110 --> 00:16:24,520 want it you know just go back to your 315 00:16:30,569 --> 00:16:28,120 life and it's not like when he woke up 316 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:30,579 and saw that he was just a battery and 317 00:16:34,590 --> 00:16:33,130 that he was a slave like that wasn't an 318 00:16:36,660 --> 00:16:34,600 easy thing to see 319 00:16:39,480 --> 00:16:36,670 but you can't do anything about it 320 00:16:41,879 --> 00:16:39,490 you've got zero chance at freedom until 321 00:16:43,949 --> 00:16:41,889 you can start to see the truth and often 322 00:16:47,999 --> 00:16:43,959 that initial truth that you see is is 323 00:16:49,980 --> 00:16:48,009 like not fun it's like oh my god you see 324 00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:49,990 all the ways that you've been lying to 325 00:16:52,920 --> 00:16:51,250 yourself and all the ways that you've 326 00:16:54,600 --> 00:16:52,930 been biessing yourself and all this 327 00:16:59,129 --> 00:16:54,610 stuff that you believe that's not true 328 00:17:02,939 --> 00:16:59,139 and that is definitely overwhelming but 329 00:17:05,939 --> 00:17:02,949 it became it became like I think one of 330 00:17:09,860 --> 00:17:05,949 the things that was so wonderful about 331 00:17:12,809 --> 00:17:09,870 reaching a pinnacle of success external 332 00:17:14,939 --> 00:17:12,819 success is that I don't think I could 333 00:17:17,520 --> 00:17:14,949 have even started this awakening journey 334 00:17:20,520 --> 00:17:17,530 as long as I held the thought and the 335 00:17:23,340 --> 00:17:20,530 belief in my head that that stuff is 336 00:17:26,039 --> 00:17:23,350 gonna do it for me now that that stuff 337 00:17:27,899 --> 00:17:26,049 isn't great but often the reason that we 338 00:17:29,789 --> 00:17:27,909 want that stuff is because we think it's 339 00:17:33,419 --> 00:17:29,799 gonna fill us or make us good enough 340 00:17:37,289 --> 00:17:33,429 right and so that's when the jig was up 341 00:17:39,360 --> 00:17:37,299 I also tell people that I work with when 342 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:39,370 I do the RPM program that I mentioned 343 00:17:44,159 --> 00:17:42,010 the beginning of the broadcast is stuff 344 00:17:47,220 --> 00:17:44,169 is cool it's fun let's use the analogy 345 00:17:49,710 --> 00:17:47,230 you want a red Ferrari you really don't 346 00:17:52,470 --> 00:17:49,720 want the car what you really want is the 347 00:17:54,659 --> 00:17:52,480 feeling that the car is going to bring 348 00:17:56,520 --> 00:17:54,669 you in your life so if we begin to play 349 00:17:59,430 --> 00:17:56,530 in the dynamic and the energy of the 350 00:18:01,140 --> 00:17:59,440 feeling the more we begin to vibrate to 351 00:18:03,029 --> 00:18:01,150 that which we think what we want it 352 00:18:04,350 --> 00:18:03,039 would be the car from the chat room 353 00:18:05,430 --> 00:18:04,360 there's a couple of questions out of 354 00:18:08,039 --> 00:18:05,440 being asked would you like to take a 355 00:18:10,980 --> 00:18:08,049 couple of questions absolutely oh let's 356 00:18:12,720 --> 00:18:10,990 see someone ask is Anastasia looking at 357 00:18:13,830 --> 00:18:12,730 this chat and I come in it I don't think 358 00:18:23,279 --> 00:18:13,840 so 359 00:18:25,590 --> 00:18:23,289 question devil in disguise he asks a 360 00:18:31,590 --> 00:18:25,600 question I have an alter ego is that the 361 00:18:33,870 --> 00:18:31,600 same okay let me let me see if I can 362 00:18:35,789 --> 00:18:33,880 find the chat so I could get in there 363 00:18:38,010 --> 00:18:35,799 with you and get a little visual here 364 00:18:39,360 --> 00:18:38,020 okay it's it's on the Facebook cuz 365 00:18:40,770 --> 00:18:39,370 welcome everyone in the chat room 366 00:18:41,220 --> 00:18:40,780 welcomes in of light radio thank you for 367 00:18:44,549 --> 00:18:41,230 being here 368 00:18:46,860 --> 00:18:44,559 yeah 6 p.m. Eastern Time you could find 369 00:18:47,660 --> 00:18:46,870 me here today my guess is Anastasia 370 00:18:49,360 --> 00:18:47,670 Mitra 371 00:18:54,290 --> 00:18:49,370 we are talking about self-realization 372 00:18:58,850 --> 00:18:54,300 how to be calm in turbulent times so I 373 00:19:04,540 --> 00:18:58,860 see this I have an alter ego is that the 374 00:19:06,560 --> 00:19:04,550 same so let me let me devil in disguise 375 00:19:08,330 --> 00:19:06,570 let's see what I can do with that 376 00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:08,340 question at all 377 00:19:17,120 --> 00:19:14,010 I wouldn't know enough about you to save 378 00:19:19,790 --> 00:19:17,130 one way or another but I can maybe give 379 00:19:21,350 --> 00:19:19,800 you a couple of little things to think 380 00:19:28,540 --> 00:19:21,360 about and you can see what comes up for 381 00:19:33,860 --> 00:19:28,550 you so the way that I like a go ego is 382 00:19:36,430 --> 00:19:33,870 an identity right it's like that just in 383 00:19:39,050 --> 00:19:36,440 its most basic form that's what it is 384 00:19:42,920 --> 00:19:39,060 without judgment of good or bad right or 385 00:19:49,090 --> 00:19:42,930 wrong identity is just who you are as a 386 00:19:52,640 --> 00:19:49,100 human even upon going to a place of 387 00:19:57,110 --> 00:19:52,650 where you can experience your oneness 388 00:20:01,760 --> 00:19:57,120 there will still be that like for 389 00:20:04,970 --> 00:20:01,770 instance super super God realized 390 00:20:07,190 --> 00:20:04,980 enlightened teachers still have a unique 391 00:20:09,890 --> 00:20:07,200 identity to them it's just that that's 392 00:20:11,930 --> 00:20:09,900 they're not they're not over identified 393 00:20:13,750 --> 00:20:11,940 with that they don't think that that's 394 00:20:17,810 --> 00:20:13,760 all there is right so they see 395 00:20:21,980 --> 00:20:17,820 themselves more as a puzzle piece if you 396 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:21,990 will and that's kind of how our what our 397 00:20:26,810 --> 00:20:24,450 true ego what I call your true ego kind 398 00:20:29,920 --> 00:20:26,820 of is it's just your particular puzzle 399 00:20:32,690 --> 00:20:29,930 piece your particular unique expression 400 00:20:35,720 --> 00:20:32,700 then there's the false ego and that the 401 00:20:39,050 --> 00:20:35,730 false ego is built it's an identity of 402 00:20:40,550 --> 00:20:39,060 you that doesn't exist it's not real 403 00:20:43,670 --> 00:20:40,560 it's and let me give you a really 404 00:20:46,280 --> 00:20:43,680 practical example of this and keep 405 00:20:52,450 --> 00:20:46,290 jumping anytime if you've got something 406 00:20:56,690 --> 00:20:52,460 to someday out here so okay good so 407 00:21:01,550 --> 00:20:56,700 let's say that you are you are your true 408 00:21:11,540 --> 00:21:05,210 a very creative artistic type but you're 409 00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:11,550 born into a very left brain engineering 410 00:21:19,670 --> 00:21:15,810 business minded family and during your 411 00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:19,680 childhood you are slammed with the idea 412 00:21:27,140 --> 00:21:25,170 that artistic stuff is frivolous and the 413 00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:27,150 only thing that is going to make you 414 00:21:31,220 --> 00:21:29,010 safe in the world is knowing business 415 00:21:34,190 --> 00:21:31,230 and all this stuff and so you make this 416 00:21:36,860 --> 00:21:34,200 decision in your mind that being an 417 00:21:41,090 --> 00:21:36,870 artist is not good it's not good enough 418 00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:41,100 like in order to fit in feel safe belong 419 00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:43,290 in the world you need to be a business 420 00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:47,250 person so you start to make choice after 421 00:21:52,460 --> 00:21:49,530 choice after choice after choice after 422 00:21:54,350 --> 00:21:52,470 choice you find yourself maybe in 423 00:21:56,150 --> 00:21:54,360 certain kinds of relationships with 424 00:21:58,160 --> 00:21:56,160 certain kinds of jobs with a certain 425 00:22:00,200 --> 00:21:58,170 kind of house and a car and a life and a 426 00:22:03,620 --> 00:22:00,210 mortgage and all this stuff that 427 00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:03,630 reflects this thing that's not you 428 00:22:09,410 --> 00:22:05,730 that's never ever ever been you and then 429 00:22:11,870 --> 00:22:09,420 the glorious midlife crisis hits the 430 00:22:14,690 --> 00:22:11,880 glorious midlife crisis midlife is a 431 00:22:16,970 --> 00:22:14,700 time the midlife crisis is so famous 432 00:22:19,700 --> 00:22:16,980 because once we get like anywhere from 433 00:22:23,000 --> 00:22:19,710 like 35 to 55 somewhere in that area 434 00:22:24,830 --> 00:22:23,010 that's when the the novelty of being an 435 00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:24,840 adult sort of wears off and we're like 436 00:22:32,810 --> 00:22:29,250 wait a minute why am I just hating my 437 00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:32,820 life and especially if you've got some 438 00:22:40,550 --> 00:22:35,250 kind of outward everything's good 439 00:22:44,240 --> 00:22:40,560 so that's a false ego and that causes 440 00:22:46,970 --> 00:22:44,250 pain 100 percent of the time because as 441 00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:46,980 opposed to being you you're trying to be 442 00:22:53,510 --> 00:22:50,610 whatever you think you should be so you 443 00:22:57,290 --> 00:22:53,520 can maybe think about where your alter 444 00:23:00,880 --> 00:22:57,300 ego might kick in and yes maybe that is 445 00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:00,890 maybe it isn't so I hope that helps I 446 00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:04,410 love what you said about the analogy of 447 00:23:08,990 --> 00:23:07,530 if you one who are in relationship it's 448 00:23:10,550 --> 00:23:09,000 you didn't really say this but I kind of 449 00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:10,560 got the idea you alluding to the idea of 450 00:23:14,390 --> 00:23:13,050 that one a relationship and we don't 451 00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:14,400 resolve something in a relationship 452 00:23:16,670 --> 00:23:15,330 breaks up 453 00:23:19,190 --> 00:23:16,680 we get into another one somewhere down 454 00:23:20,630 --> 00:23:19,200 the road it's really the same energy 455 00:23:23,750 --> 00:23:20,640 with the different name in a different 456 00:23:27,440 --> 00:23:23,760 face it's the same job same dynamic 457 00:23:29,870 --> 00:23:27,450 happens but when we fought speaking for 458 00:23:31,550 --> 00:23:29,880 myself when I realize my mother too 459 00:23:33,350 --> 00:23:31,560 early Agent Keith cut your hair put the 460 00:23:35,090 --> 00:23:33,360 guitar down I'm sure you'd be really 461 00:23:38,870 --> 00:23:35,100 good at it go get a job and I ignored 462 00:23:41,060 --> 00:23:38,880 her and I stayed true and I'm able to 463 00:23:44,750 --> 00:23:41,070 play for a living I don't work for a 464 00:23:46,490 --> 00:23:44,760 living I play and and something happens 465 00:23:50,510 --> 00:23:46,500 when you begin to live in that dynamic 466 00:23:53,060 --> 00:23:50,520 and from that disposition effortless 467 00:23:55,670 --> 00:23:53,070 seems to it just doesn't exist anymore 468 00:23:59,960 --> 00:23:55,680 well and here's the thing about that 469 00:24:03,680 --> 00:23:59,970 Keith because that that's a you know it 470 00:24:06,740 --> 00:24:03,690 depends on who you are if it's I found 471 00:24:09,290 --> 00:24:06,750 for some people it's not quite just 472 00:24:12,290 --> 00:24:09,300 that's like that's it's a great in 473 00:24:14,270 --> 00:24:12,300 concept right but in practice you know 474 00:24:18,380 --> 00:24:14,280 this is like when let's just take an 475 00:24:20,450 --> 00:24:18,390 example of somebody who who you know 476 00:24:22,550 --> 00:24:20,460 maybe finds themselves with this whole 477 00:24:25,820 --> 00:24:22,560 life built on top of something that's 478 00:24:30,860 --> 00:24:25,830 not them which is so so so many people 479 00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:30,870 and you know letting it go and getting 480 00:24:37,850 --> 00:24:33,210 to know who you are and what you want is 481 00:24:42,800 --> 00:24:37,860 you know it can mean losing your home 482 00:24:44,750 --> 00:24:42,810 your spouse you know your relationship 483 00:24:46,910 --> 00:24:44,760 with your kids may go to crap for a 484 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:46,920 while you may lose your job your money 485 00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:50,250 it's very scary right and so it just 486 00:24:58,430 --> 00:24:53,970 depends on how much you've got built up 487 00:25:00,380 --> 00:24:58,440 however I think the point the point in 488 00:25:03,290 --> 00:25:00,390 which somebody is kind of ready to look 489 00:25:05,930 --> 00:25:03,300 at this stuff is I have this quote that 490 00:25:06,830 --> 00:25:05,940 I said a while ago and I've found it to 491 00:25:09,470 --> 00:25:06,840 be true 492 00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:09,480 pretty much all the time as I've looked 493 00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:11,520 into my own like what is it that makes 494 00:25:16,970 --> 00:25:14,850 somebody change their route in life 495 00:25:21,110 --> 00:25:16,980 versus continue the one that makes them 496 00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:21,120 miserable and the the point is when the 497 00:25:27,020 --> 00:25:24,210 unknown future we I'm sorry when the 498 00:25:29,100 --> 00:25:27,030 known future when the known future 499 00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:29,110 becomes scarier 500 00:25:34,020 --> 00:25:32,410 than the unknown future that's the 501 00:25:36,390 --> 00:25:34,030 moment that you're ready to let it go 502 00:25:39,390 --> 00:25:36,400 like it's kind of like and again letting 503 00:25:41,730 --> 00:25:39,400 it go may be a process but it's like 504 00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:41,740 that's the moment in which something 505 00:25:45,420 --> 00:25:43,930 inside of you flips and it's like you 506 00:25:48,360 --> 00:25:45,430 know what I don't know what's out there 507 00:25:50,910 --> 00:25:48,370 but I know if I'm here in this place 508 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:50,920 doing this crap a year from now I will 509 00:25:55,320 --> 00:25:53,650 jump off the bridge or some sentiment 510 00:25:57,720 --> 00:25:55,330 like that you know what I mean and it's 511 00:26:01,080 --> 00:25:57,730 like yeah so that's a moment that people 512 00:26:04,350 --> 00:26:01,090 hit and some people are lucky to hit it 513 00:26:06,330 --> 00:26:04,360 younger in life than others and some 514 00:26:09,330 --> 00:26:06,340 people you know when you're 40 or 50 or 515 00:26:13,260 --> 00:26:09,340 have a huge life amassed on top of this 516 00:26:16,410 --> 00:26:13,270 stuff I mean it gets tricky so I just 517 00:26:18,630 --> 00:26:16,420 what came to mind first of all I wonder 518 00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:18,640 I want to echo echo something you said 519 00:26:24,510 --> 00:26:22,210 differently Sadhguru says when you're 520 00:26:27,590 --> 00:26:24,520 alone and you're admitting you are 521 00:26:30,300 --> 00:26:27,600 miserable you are in terrible company 522 00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:30,310 but something you just said I swear to 523 00:26:36,570 --> 00:26:33,970 you it sounded like suicide someone is 524 00:26:39,900 --> 00:26:36,580 living such a distress of stressful life 525 00:26:41,450 --> 00:26:39,910 and the distraught and they they living 526 00:26:45,540 --> 00:26:41,460 in fear and they're living in darkness 527 00:26:49,410 --> 00:26:45,550 when they're presented with the idea to 528 00:26:52,190 --> 00:26:49,420 take themselves out to basically die to 529 00:26:55,470 --> 00:26:52,200 commit suicide or a spiritual suicide 530 00:26:56,940 --> 00:26:55,480 because what's next as my choice has to 531 00:26:59,330 --> 00:26:56,950 be greater than this 532 00:27:02,190 --> 00:26:59,340 it just dawned on me it's sort of a 533 00:27:03,810 --> 00:27:02,200 spiritual suicide because I was 534 00:27:06,120 --> 00:27:03,820 definitely in that place years ago to 535 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:06,130 where yeah I was holding on holding on 536 00:27:10,260 --> 00:27:08,170 to this pain this girl that left this 537 00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:10,270 pain this pain is greater than I realize 538 00:27:16,710 --> 00:27:14,170 it dear Lord it's got to be better than 539 00:27:21,450 --> 00:27:16,720 mess and boy I said I move to the window 540 00:27:23,580 --> 00:27:21,460 just like that you know it's it's it's 541 00:27:28,020 --> 00:27:23,590 always a different process for everyone 542 00:27:30,770 --> 00:27:28,030 in the nature of how someone goes from a 543 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:30,780 path in which they're walking where 544 00:27:40,170 --> 00:27:34,930 they're just kind of in this state of 545 00:27:42,659 --> 00:27:40,180 just very deep suffering and but the 546 00:27:45,259 --> 00:27:42,669 moment is kind of like that forever 547 00:27:49,379 --> 00:27:45,269 buddy in some way the moment is 548 00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:49,389 something to the effect of you know what 549 00:27:55,409 --> 00:27:51,850 the hell it's and it's a great moment 550 00:28:00,840 --> 00:27:55,419 because in that moment you snap yourself 551 00:28:04,009 --> 00:28:00,850 out of an autopilot loop of a that the 552 00:28:06,869 --> 00:28:04,019 mind prison loop I like to call it and 553 00:28:08,460 --> 00:28:06,879 you snap out and go into the observer 554 00:28:11,759 --> 00:28:08,470 wall where you can kind of see yourself 555 00:28:15,210 --> 00:28:11,769 even if it's just for a moment and in 556 00:28:18,180 --> 00:28:15,220 that observer role you have choices to 557 00:28:20,159 --> 00:28:18,190 make where when you're in that loop you 558 00:28:21,989 --> 00:28:20,169 don't have choices to make like there's 559 00:28:24,389 --> 00:28:21,999 there's a lot of talk out there about 560 00:28:26,909 --> 00:28:24,399 you know we'll just choose differently 561 00:28:29,460 --> 00:28:26,919 and I'm like but when you can't see that 562 00:28:30,690 --> 00:28:29,470 you're on the hamster wheel like when 563 00:28:31,739 --> 00:28:30,700 you're on the hamster whether you're 564 00:28:34,859 --> 00:28:31,749 just like I'm just running it I'm 565 00:28:37,289 --> 00:28:34,869 exhausted this never ends what is it but 566 00:28:39,210 --> 00:28:37,299 you don't know you're on it you can't 567 00:28:41,129 --> 00:28:39,220 make a choice to get off it's only when 568 00:28:44,999 --> 00:28:41,139 you stop and pull back and go oh my god 569 00:28:46,590 --> 00:28:45,009 I've been ready pretty powerful analogy 570 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:46,600 that you're doing because I used that 571 00:28:51,060 --> 00:28:48,730 one all the time and I liken it to 572 00:28:53,249 --> 00:28:51,070 control and we call control a wheel in 573 00:28:54,869 --> 00:28:53,259 our chest that spins this way and if 574 00:28:55,619 --> 00:28:54,879 we're control fanatic that thing really 575 00:28:57,779 --> 00:28:55,629 really moves 576 00:28:59,909 --> 00:28:57,789 so here's control and Maury control eyes 577 00:29:03,599 --> 00:28:59,919 the faster the wheel spins but when we 578 00:29:05,279 --> 00:29:03,609 start to relinquish control the wheel 579 00:29:07,109 --> 00:29:05,289 stops and when it stops 580 00:29:08,729 --> 00:29:07,119 that's what things can begin to feel a 581 00:29:11,129 --> 00:29:08,739 little weird because there's no motion 582 00:29:13,470 --> 00:29:11,139 but if you hang tight the wheel begins 583 00:29:15,419 --> 00:29:13,480 to move this way and then we find 584 00:29:17,789 --> 00:29:15,429 ourselves being pushed by the cosmic 585 00:29:22,349 --> 00:29:17,799 live stream and we're in a space of no 586 00:29:25,649 --> 00:29:22,359 no effort so that yes yes I'm gonna yes 587 00:29:28,289 --> 00:29:25,659 and that and I'm so excited I've been 588 00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:28,299 bursting to to add this to what you're 589 00:29:31,289 --> 00:29:28,690 saying 590 00:29:32,580 --> 00:29:31,299 because this is it this is a really big 591 00:29:34,950 --> 00:29:32,590 thing for everyone that's listening 592 00:29:36,899 --> 00:29:34,960 right now I just invite you to take a 593 00:29:39,090 --> 00:29:36,909 deep breath and let this thing and what 594 00:29:41,669 --> 00:29:39,100 I'm about to tell you I'm gonna echo 595 00:29:43,619 --> 00:29:41,679 what Keith said and just add another 596 00:29:48,479 --> 00:29:43,629 seed to this so just breathe this out 597 00:29:51,419 --> 00:29:48,489 and take a good deep breath you've never 598 00:29:58,499 --> 00:29:51,429 been in control 599 00:30:04,979 --> 00:29:58,509 right ever it is a fantasy so when you 600 00:30:09,450 --> 00:30:04,989 are at war with reality reality is that 601 00:30:13,589 --> 00:30:09,460 you have never ever been able to control 602 00:30:15,810 --> 00:30:13,599 it the more you try to control it you 603 00:30:18,119 --> 00:30:15,820 are at war with reality and when you 604 00:30:20,369 --> 00:30:18,129 were at war with reality which is there 605 00:30:26,129 --> 00:30:20,379 is no such thing as controlled because 606 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:26,139 control implies permanence there is no 607 00:30:30,029 --> 00:30:28,330 such thing as permanence when you try to 608 00:30:33,989 --> 00:30:30,039 create permanence when you try to hold 609 00:30:38,489 --> 00:30:33,999 on to a feeling to a state to a person 610 00:30:40,079 --> 00:30:38,499 to a lifestyle to your like everything 611 00:30:44,279 --> 00:30:40,089 the only constant in life is that 612 00:30:48,690 --> 00:30:44,289 everything changes impermanence is truth 613 00:30:51,599 --> 00:30:48,700 is reality trying to create permanence 614 00:30:54,479 --> 00:30:51,609 trying to create control trying to avoid 615 00:30:56,999 --> 00:30:54,489 the reality as the nature of imper 616 00:30:59,820 --> 00:30:57,009 mannan s' the flow of life you suffer 617 00:31:02,219 --> 00:30:59,830 all the time so just take that in 618 00:31:04,769 --> 00:31:02,229 because you're right you know the way 619 00:31:07,259 --> 00:31:04,779 you can stop trying to control is to 620 00:31:10,169 --> 00:31:07,269 realize right now you've never been able 621 00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:10,179 to do it it's you just never ever been 622 00:31:17,969 --> 00:31:16,210 able to do it successfully and I know 623 00:31:19,409 --> 00:31:17,979 the bursts of energy you feeling because 624 00:31:21,690 --> 00:31:19,419 sometimes when something comes through 625 00:31:24,629 --> 00:31:21,700 me so strong so naturally it's almost as 626 00:31:26,310 --> 00:31:24,639 if I'm gonna explode in fact I'll get it 627 00:31:28,169 --> 00:31:26,320 out we're at the bottom of the hour 628 00:31:29,940 --> 00:31:28,179 would you like to give out a shout out 629 00:31:32,070 --> 00:31:29,950 to the listening audience where they 630 00:31:33,959 --> 00:31:32,080 could find more about you any of your 631 00:31:35,700 --> 00:31:33,969 works in events you might be speaking 632 00:31:38,820 --> 00:31:35,710 about speaking at all that good stuff 633 00:31:41,060 --> 00:31:38,830 give out your info so this full chatroom 634 00:31:44,190 --> 00:31:41,070 can find out what you doing girl well 635 00:31:47,879 --> 00:31:44,200 the best way to kind of connect with me 636 00:31:49,529 --> 00:31:47,889 is just to go to my website it's the I I 637 00:31:54,509 --> 00:31:49,539 can type it into the chat I've got the 638 00:31:56,789 --> 00:31:54,519 chat up here and it's Anastacia neat 639 00:31:58,499 --> 00:31:56,799 recom you can just google me you can 640 00:32:01,440 --> 00:31:58,509 just google Anastasia nutri you'll see 641 00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:01,450 my website you can see the book on there 642 00:32:07,380 --> 00:32:05,170 I think the book the Self Realization 643 00:32:10,050 --> 00:32:07,390 for regular people and the tagline to 644 00:32:13,890 --> 00:32:10,060 the book is no chanting yoga pants or 645 00:32:16,470 --> 00:32:13,900 hard drugs required because this is 646 00:32:19,160 --> 00:32:16,480 really more about what what what really 647 00:32:24,060 --> 00:32:19,170 is involved in this journey of of 648 00:32:26,310 --> 00:32:24,070 freedom and truth and that's a great 649 00:32:27,450 --> 00:32:26,320 place to start if you want to if you 650 00:32:29,580 --> 00:32:27,460 want to learn more if you want to 651 00:32:31,860 --> 00:32:29,590 connect you know you can get the book 652 00:32:35,970 --> 00:32:31,870 and read the book and see where it leads 653 00:32:37,740 --> 00:32:35,980 from there centre of light radio every 654 00:32:39,030 --> 00:32:37,750 Monday night 6:00 p.m. Eastern Time my 655 00:32:42,240 --> 00:32:39,040 name is Keith Anthony Blanchard your 656 00:32:43,830 --> 00:32:42,250 host my guest today is Anastasia mitri 657 00:32:47,730 --> 00:32:43,840 and we're speaking about lots of really 658 00:32:52,130 --> 00:32:47,740 cool spiritual empowering things several 659 00:32:56,970 --> 00:32:52,140 is a ssin how to be calm in a chaotic 660 00:32:59,490 --> 00:32:56,980 stressful moving world from the from the 661 00:33:02,640 --> 00:32:59,500 chat room oculus asked a question hi in 662 00:33:07,020 --> 00:33:02,650 a station where do you think our place 663 00:33:09,270 --> 00:33:07,030 in the cosmos is are we on our own or do 664 00:33:11,730 --> 00:33:09,280 we have do we have kindred souls living 665 00:33:15,230 --> 00:33:11,740 in another galaxy I'm not sure that's 666 00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:15,240 your kind of field or is it it's not I 667 00:33:23,700 --> 00:33:20,530 I'm not I don't I don't know you know I 668 00:33:30,510 --> 00:33:23,710 I will answer the question as best as I 669 00:33:34,650 --> 00:33:30,520 can which is actually my my natural 670 00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:34,660 response to something like that is what 671 00:33:41,070 --> 00:33:36,730 do you what are you interested in 672 00:33:43,290 --> 00:33:41,080 knowing really is it is it just are you 673 00:33:45,540 --> 00:33:43,300 feeling like you want to see if you're 674 00:33:48,090 --> 00:33:45,550 alone you're wanting to understand 675 00:33:50,550 --> 00:33:48,100 yourself in a bigger sense you're 676 00:33:55,010 --> 00:33:50,560 wanting to understand more of your own 677 00:34:01,280 --> 00:33:55,020 spiritual nature what I have found is 678 00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:01,290 there is a mystery to things I have 679 00:34:10,970 --> 00:34:04,690 direct experience with something bigger 680 00:34:15,110 --> 00:34:10,980 I know I'm part of something bigger and 681 00:34:17,290 --> 00:34:15,120 then the nature of that keeps unfolding 682 00:34:20,590 --> 00:34:17,300 for me 683 00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:20,600 every day every day it just it just 684 00:34:24,340 --> 00:34:22,070 keeps unfolding because remember what I 685 00:34:27,550 --> 00:34:24,350 just said about nothing's permanent no 686 00:34:29,830 --> 00:34:27,560 not even at a particular state in my own 687 00:34:32,290 --> 00:34:29,840 awakening is permanent like what what I 688 00:34:35,820 --> 00:34:32,300 was awakened to yesterday it feels like 689 00:34:41,980 --> 00:34:35,830 a lifetime away and so there's just I 690 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:41,990 think it's your answers are just inside 691 00:34:46,330 --> 00:34:44,450 somewhere and I'd be I'd be curious to 692 00:34:48,910 --> 00:34:46,340 know you know what you're really looking 693 00:34:51,730 --> 00:34:48,920 for with that question what what would 694 00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:51,740 if I said yes there's beings and yes 695 00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:54,530 we're not alone and the cosmos is this 696 00:34:58,570 --> 00:34:56,330 and this and it's divided into ten 697 00:35:00,790 --> 00:34:58,580 different dimensions my question is you 698 00:35:03,630 --> 00:35:00,800 know what would that do for you and 699 00:35:06,220 --> 00:35:03,640 maybe that's a question to ask yourself 700 00:35:09,330 --> 00:35:06,230 love it and I will tell you yes there 701 00:35:13,030 --> 00:35:09,340 are others we are in a rock called Earth 702 00:35:15,460 --> 00:35:13,040 you can bet that the real you is not 703 00:35:18,580 --> 00:35:15,470 positioned on earth we are not separated 704 00:35:20,140 --> 00:35:18,590 from the Godhead or creation or there if 705 00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:20,150 you want to use that analogy that 706 00:35:24,790 --> 00:35:22,850 metaphor because if you remove yourself 707 00:35:26,860 --> 00:35:24,800 from your checking account your checking 708 00:35:29,410 --> 00:35:26,870 account collapses so if we would 709 00:35:31,780 --> 00:35:29,420 disconnect it from where we came from we 710 00:35:33,670 --> 00:35:31,790 cannot project ourselves here to be on 711 00:35:36,130 --> 00:35:33,680 the strata and you would just disappear 712 00:35:38,380 --> 00:35:36,140 that is an absolute fact so we're not 713 00:35:40,780 --> 00:35:38,390 disconnected from where we came from 714 00:35:43,030 --> 00:35:40,790 except consciously and that's my whole 715 00:35:45,220 --> 00:35:43,040 gig is to do the work required like 716 00:35:48,190 --> 00:35:45,230 Anastasia and I and many upon many other 717 00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:48,200 millions of people who get clear will 718 00:35:52,180 --> 00:35:50,810 remove the blinders you know we think 719 00:35:54,130 --> 00:35:52,190 this is seeing our whole life I could 720 00:35:56,290 --> 00:35:54,140 see pretty good until something happens 721 00:35:59,170 --> 00:35:56,300 that does this one go wow this is what 722 00:36:00,640 --> 00:35:59,180 seeing is the whole dynamic begins to 723 00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:00,650 change it's something I want to clear up 724 00:36:06,430 --> 00:36:03,650 that Katniss from the chat room said 725 00:36:08,860 --> 00:36:06,440 spiritual she's quoting me when I said 726 00:36:10,540 --> 00:36:08,870 spiritual suicide she says whoa that's 727 00:36:13,150 --> 00:36:10,550 heavy stuff let me rephrase that 728 00:36:15,970 --> 00:36:13,160 that's not spiritual suicide that is a 729 00:36:19,690 --> 00:36:15,980 divine birth that would be ego a false 730 00:36:23,260 --> 00:36:19,700 ego suicide there we go yeah false yeah 731 00:36:26,110 --> 00:36:23,270 and that's it's like the only thing that 732 00:36:29,170 --> 00:36:26,120 you no debt death and death and birth 733 00:36:31,030 --> 00:36:29,180 are part of your life right in this 734 00:36:32,500 --> 00:36:31,040 moment right right in this moment 735 00:36:36,330 --> 00:36:32,510 since we've been having this 736 00:36:38,590 --> 00:36:36,340 conversation on this in this wonderful 737 00:36:41,890 --> 00:36:38,600 space that we've all created together 738 00:36:44,860 --> 00:36:41,900 you have had thousands of cells in your 739 00:36:48,940 --> 00:36:44,870 body die and thousands of cells in your 740 00:36:53,380 --> 00:36:48,950 body be reborn you have taken in and out 741 00:36:55,630 --> 00:36:53,390 you know buckets of air inside of your 742 00:36:58,630 --> 00:36:55,640 lungs there has there's been you know 743 00:37:00,460 --> 00:36:58,640 movement and breath and and your blood 744 00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:00,470 is moving through your body and the air 745 00:37:08,830 --> 00:37:03,170 in the room has changed nothing is the 746 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:08,840 same as it was a minute ago and so it's 747 00:37:18,730 --> 00:37:13,330 like the the idea that we want to avoid 748 00:37:21,340 --> 00:37:18,740 death death of you know certain beliefs 749 00:37:23,710 --> 00:37:21,350 certain you know identities that aren't 750 00:37:25,540 --> 00:37:23,720 working it's like whatever your hanging 751 00:37:28,570 --> 00:37:25,550 I can I can promise you all this 752 00:37:30,700 --> 00:37:28,580 whatever your clinging tightly to will 753 00:37:32,980 --> 00:37:30,710 cause you to suffer because you can't 754 00:37:36,070 --> 00:37:32,990 cling to it when you understand the 755 00:37:39,850 --> 00:37:36,080 nature of life is that it cycles in and 756 00:37:43,360 --> 00:37:39,860 out then your you can be in harmony with 757 00:37:45,490 --> 00:37:43,370 it and things can things can work better 758 00:37:47,950 --> 00:37:45,500 you know I put an example of this in my 759 00:37:50,380 --> 00:37:47,960 book where I say you know like it's a 760 00:37:53,200 --> 00:37:50,390 good time I I don't know where all your 761 00:37:57,730 --> 00:37:53,210 listeners are but I'm in Tennessee 762 00:37:59,530 --> 00:37:57,740 Memphis where keep lives and the trees 763 00:38:02,650 --> 00:37:59,540 the leaves are falling from the trees 764 00:38:05,860 --> 00:38:02,660 right now and if you saw someone I think 765 00:38:08,830 --> 00:38:05,870 out there frantically with a you know a 766 00:38:10,720 --> 00:38:08,840 ladder and glue trying to put the leaves 767 00:38:12,970 --> 00:38:10,730 back on the trees saying this is not the 768 00:38:14,890 --> 00:38:12,980 way the tree is supposed to be you would 769 00:38:16,390 --> 00:38:14,900 think that person isn't saying and I'm 770 00:38:18,730 --> 00:38:16,400 like well then what are you doing with 771 00:38:20,350 --> 00:38:18,740 your ideas your beliefs all the things 772 00:38:23,490 --> 00:38:20,360 that you're hanging on to it's just as 773 00:38:28,870 --> 00:38:26,290 yeah the only thing that will never 774 00:38:32,920 --> 00:38:28,880 change is that change is forever not 775 00:38:34,390 --> 00:38:32,930 what you cannot change that fact let me 776 00:38:36,820 --> 00:38:34,400 ask you this you said that we would 777 00:38:39,340 --> 00:38:36,830 never in control and I get exactly the 778 00:38:42,580 --> 00:38:39,350 the the inside of what you mean but do 779 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:42,590 we sometimes do we sometimes have 780 00:38:47,600 --> 00:38:44,850 control meaning I am 781 00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:47,610 able to influence what I want because 782 00:38:53,690 --> 00:38:51,330 I'm now open and I could kind of nudge 783 00:38:54,740 --> 00:38:53,700 things to happen according to you know 784 00:38:56,750 --> 00:38:54,750 I'm here on the earth I'd like to 785 00:38:59,240 --> 00:38:56,760 experience some cool things or cool 786 00:39:01,520 --> 00:38:59,250 situations or whatever do I have any 787 00:39:05,720 --> 00:39:01,530 crave capacity within me to bring about 788 00:39:10,460 --> 00:39:05,730 some right it's it's there's a 789 00:39:11,630 --> 00:39:10,470 difference between let me then this is a 790 00:39:14,810 --> 00:39:11,640 really good question it's a lot of 791 00:39:16,370 --> 00:39:14,820 people ask this so there's there's 792 00:39:18,140 --> 00:39:16,380 different schools of thought but I want 793 00:39:19,370 --> 00:39:18,150 to speak to the one that you just talked 794 00:39:21,770 --> 00:39:19,380 about because a lot of people are 795 00:39:24,200 --> 00:39:21,780 interested in you know manifesting what 796 00:39:27,530 --> 00:39:24,210 they want and and part of the intention 797 00:39:29,240 --> 00:39:27,540 vibration conversation and the thing 798 00:39:34,160 --> 00:39:29,250 about it is is that there's a difference 799 00:39:37,010 --> 00:39:34,170 between intention and attachment right 800 00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:37,020 and so it's it's when you it's when you 801 00:39:42,410 --> 00:39:39,210 feel like these things that you're 802 00:39:44,900 --> 00:39:42,420 wanting to have or to do or to 803 00:39:46,940 --> 00:39:44,910 experience now of course there's nothing 804 00:39:49,550 --> 00:39:46,950 wrong with that and yes of course you 805 00:39:51,530 --> 00:39:49,560 know you can set intentions you can take 806 00:39:53,900 --> 00:39:51,540 particular actions you can do quite a 807 00:39:57,080 --> 00:39:53,910 lot to influence what happens in your 808 00:40:00,410 --> 00:39:57,090 life and you just have to keep kind of 809 00:40:03,490 --> 00:40:00,420 gut checking because if you're if you're 810 00:40:06,410 --> 00:40:03,500 trying to create things from a space of 811 00:40:08,420 --> 00:40:06,420 this thing in the future this salvation 812 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:08,430 and the future will make me feel whole 813 00:40:14,030 --> 00:40:11,450 will make me feel happy will make me 814 00:40:16,370 --> 00:40:14,040 feel good 815 00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:16,380 and keep me in a state of feeling good 816 00:40:22,750 --> 00:40:20,010 then everything kind of frizz is being 817 00:40:26,090 --> 00:40:22,760 created from that point and 818 00:40:28,550 --> 00:40:26,100 interestingly enough I find that that's 819 00:40:31,250 --> 00:40:28,560 the reason why most people are so dead 820 00:40:33,290 --> 00:40:31,260 set on manifesting it's like they're 821 00:40:35,330 --> 00:40:33,300 they're still they won't say it out loud 822 00:40:37,340 --> 00:40:35,340 but what they're really doing is saying 823 00:40:41,990 --> 00:40:37,350 when I get this then I'm going to be 824 00:40:43,730 --> 00:40:42,000 happy so I say first of all I I would 825 00:40:45,470 --> 00:40:43,740 never try to talk somebody out of that 826 00:40:47,060 --> 00:40:45,480 for several reasons number one I don't 827 00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:47,070 know their life path and number two I 828 00:40:50,240 --> 00:40:48,210 think the best thing that can ever 829 00:40:52,550 --> 00:40:50,250 happen for you is to get everything that 830 00:40:54,710 --> 00:40:52,560 you externally want because everyone 831 00:40:56,600 --> 00:40:54,720 that has will tell you it will it will 832 00:40:58,430 --> 00:40:56,610 not fill you up and sometimes that's the 833 00:41:01,250 --> 00:40:58,440 only way to find out so manaphy 834 00:41:05,599 --> 00:41:01,260 away you know get there get all the 835 00:41:10,069 --> 00:41:05,609 stuff you want once you that the ironic 836 00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:10,079 fact is is that once you are coming from 837 00:41:18,349 --> 00:41:14,210 a place of not needing then you don't 838 00:41:21,020 --> 00:41:18,359 typically spend as much time focused on 839 00:41:23,150 --> 00:41:21,030 I need to manifest something so so the 840 00:41:25,069 --> 00:41:23,160 irony is the more you're focused on 841 00:41:29,329 --> 00:41:25,079 intending and manifesting and attending 842 00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:29,339 and manifesting it's a good stuff it's a 843 00:41:34,609 --> 00:41:31,650 good place to stop and just take a 844 00:41:36,740 --> 00:41:34,619 deeper look and go what am I really 845 00:41:39,589 --> 00:41:36,750 wanting from all this and use it as a as 846 00:41:41,780 --> 00:41:39,599 a good starting off point to a you know 847 00:41:43,550 --> 00:41:41,790 a deeper inquiry just to just to check 848 00:41:46,370 --> 00:41:43,560 in with yourself about it but make sure 849 00:41:49,190 --> 00:41:46,380 you're not on a hamster wheel but yeah 850 00:41:51,559 --> 00:41:49,200 of course you can influence your life 851 00:41:53,420 --> 00:41:51,569 and of course you can manifest stuff and 852 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:53,430 there's certainly nothing there's 853 00:41:57,109 --> 00:41:55,290 certainly nothing wrong with that so 854 00:42:00,589 --> 00:41:57,119 it's just it's always about just taking 855 00:42:02,780 --> 00:42:00,599 it a look at the deeper reason for why 856 00:42:06,319 --> 00:42:02,790 you're doing what you're doing and doing 857 00:42:08,450 --> 00:42:06,329 that one begins to manifest what they 858 00:42:10,550 --> 00:42:08,460 really are who they really are inside 859 00:42:13,309 --> 00:42:10,560 and like you said those things you 860 00:42:15,500 --> 00:42:13,319 really don't want but if I get that that 861 00:42:17,900 --> 00:42:15,510 would be as cool as heck oh yeah there's 862 00:42:19,790 --> 00:42:17,910 a red Ferrari but if I don't see it it's 863 00:42:23,620 --> 00:42:19,800 not what I wanted so when I develop that 864 00:42:26,960 --> 00:42:23,630 space in me that is the joy of what I'm 865 00:42:29,030 --> 00:42:26,970 blaming as the excuse me at the car be 866 00:42:30,650 --> 00:42:29,040 it the loved one bit that this be it 867 00:42:32,569 --> 00:42:30,660 that that and if you get it fantastic 868 00:42:35,440 --> 00:42:32,579 and if you don't you are filled full of 869 00:42:39,620 --> 00:42:35,450 bliss regardless so it's a win-win 870 00:42:41,480 --> 00:42:39,630 exactly when will this Xena I guess 871 00:42:43,819 --> 00:42:41,490 that's how to pronounce it on the chat 872 00:42:45,500 --> 00:42:43,829 room she said like okay what are you 873 00:42:47,569 --> 00:42:45,510 gonna talk about the subject matter at 874 00:42:50,210 --> 00:42:47,579 hand which is how do you manage to stay 875 00:42:53,180 --> 00:42:50,220 positive Anastasia in terms of German 876 00:42:56,120 --> 00:42:53,190 tanks and I I think this is kind of 877 00:42:58,339 --> 00:42:56,130 piggybacking what I just said first of 878 00:43:01,670 --> 00:42:58,349 all I want to really make sure I 879 00:43:05,540 --> 00:43:01,680 emphasize this but I actually didn't say 880 00:43:08,599 --> 00:43:05,550 stay positive because positive is trying 881 00:43:12,170 --> 00:43:08,609 to create a state of permanence I said 882 00:43:13,690 --> 00:43:12,180 calm and I feel like what I 883 00:43:18,380 --> 00:43:13,700 probably should have said is peaceful 884 00:43:23,270 --> 00:43:18,390 let me let me give you the my particular 885 00:43:25,819 --> 00:43:23,280 experience of peace okay because yeah if 886 00:43:27,200 --> 00:43:25,829 I had to go back and and do the show 887 00:43:29,210 --> 00:43:27,210 title again I would have said how to 888 00:43:32,150 --> 00:43:29,220 stay peaceful in turbulent times and 889 00:43:34,730 --> 00:43:32,160 then I do want to answer this because I 890 00:43:36,260 --> 00:43:34,740 feel like there's a lot that's going on 891 00:43:37,549 --> 00:43:36,270 for people right now and it can be a 892 00:43:40,579 --> 00:43:37,559 very scary time we have a lot of 893 00:43:42,410 --> 00:43:40,589 unknowns ahead and a lot of the unknowns 894 00:43:48,500 --> 00:43:42,420 that we feel very out of control right 895 00:43:50,720 --> 00:43:48,510 so in a bad way like we have no say so 896 00:43:53,120 --> 00:43:50,730 in these bad forces that are going to 897 00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:53,130 come in and change our lives and and 898 00:43:58,099 --> 00:43:56,010 create something that we don't want and 899 00:44:00,470 --> 00:43:58,109 it's it's totally understandable 900 00:44:04,130 --> 00:44:00,480 especially depending on how plugged into 901 00:44:07,460 --> 00:44:04,140 the media you are it's very scary so 902 00:44:10,160 --> 00:44:07,470 when I say peace my my particular 903 00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:10,170 experience of peace is not actually not 904 00:44:14,630 --> 00:44:12,930 one where it's a constant state of calm 905 00:44:17,539 --> 00:44:14,640 which is why I feel like I've made a 906 00:44:21,500 --> 00:44:17,549 mistake with that word but it's more of 907 00:44:23,930 --> 00:44:21,510 a ability to be in whatever flow is 908 00:44:28,190 --> 00:44:23,940 happening at the moment so I kind of 909 00:44:31,099 --> 00:44:28,200 define peace as think of it like a river 910 00:44:33,049 --> 00:44:31,109 right like if you're going down a river 911 00:44:36,589 --> 00:44:33,059 there's certain spots that are very calm 912 00:44:40,069 --> 00:44:36,599 and cool and there's certain spots that 913 00:44:41,839 --> 00:44:40,079 are in level five Rapids and all of 914 00:44:45,260 --> 00:44:41,849 those things are necessary for that 915 00:44:47,660 --> 00:44:45,270 thing to move right sometimes you know 916 00:44:50,750 --> 00:44:47,670 sometimes in your life you do need to be 917 00:44:53,089 --> 00:44:50,760 you know you know smacked and jarred and 918 00:44:56,299 --> 00:44:53,099 woke it up and snapped out of your 919 00:44:59,210 --> 00:44:56,309 slumber so those turbulent times that 920 00:45:03,620 --> 00:44:59,220 are happening right now are having a 921 00:45:07,730 --> 00:45:03,630 very jarring effect and so part of the 922 00:45:11,059 --> 00:45:07,740 way to stay you know peaceful during 923 00:45:16,190 --> 00:45:11,069 these times is to to number one kind of 924 00:45:19,910 --> 00:45:16,200 look at what's getting jarred you know 925 00:45:22,309 --> 00:45:19,920 when I talked earlier about somewhere in 926 00:45:25,190 --> 00:45:22,319 the future holds my salvation or my 927 00:45:28,220 --> 00:45:25,200 happiness with whatever this thing is 928 00:45:30,560 --> 00:45:28,230 it's like a lot of times when we're when 929 00:45:32,599 --> 00:45:30,570 we're when we're feeling surrounded by 930 00:45:41,170 --> 00:45:32,609 forces that are that are making us feel 931 00:45:49,700 --> 00:45:45,040 the best place that you can turn is 932 00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:49,710 inside focused on your own realization 933 00:45:55,460 --> 00:45:52,050 of self that's really the only thing to 934 00:45:58,339 --> 00:45:55,470 ground on to because the less you know 935 00:46:00,890 --> 00:45:58,349 about who you are really the less you 936 00:46:03,950 --> 00:46:00,900 really know about who you are the more 937 00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:03,960 you're just being blown around and you 938 00:46:10,730 --> 00:46:07,290 can feel very lost during all this so 939 00:46:12,950 --> 00:46:10,740 you know the short answer we can flush 940 00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:12,960 this out more and I'd love to hear more 941 00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:14,490 of your questions and I'm sure you know 942 00:46:18,800 --> 00:46:16,050 Keith you have some input as well but 943 00:46:21,970 --> 00:46:18,810 the the more that you can sort of ground 944 00:46:24,319 --> 00:46:21,980 into what is this thing out there 945 00:46:26,540 --> 00:46:24,329 triggering inside of me what is that 946 00:46:29,060 --> 00:46:26,550 telling me what is the opportunity for 947 00:46:32,300 --> 00:46:29,070 me what can I see what can I learn 948 00:46:34,910 --> 00:46:32,310 that's the key right now we need that 949 00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:34,920 more than ever we need that more than 950 00:46:39,500 --> 00:46:37,410 you trying to be positive all the time 951 00:46:43,010 --> 00:46:39,510 because sometimes being positive all the 952 00:46:45,740 --> 00:46:43,020 time is trying to weight a way to ignore 953 00:46:47,780 --> 00:46:45,750 stuff that really needs to be looked at 954 00:46:50,420 --> 00:46:47,790 which will lead you to a place of 955 00:46:53,210 --> 00:46:50,430 feeling a lot more free and a lot more 956 00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:53,220 connected than just trying to be 957 00:46:58,790 --> 00:46:56,010 positive all the time so it's kind of 958 00:47:00,319 --> 00:46:58,800 like you know life has this flow to it 959 00:47:03,710 --> 00:47:00,329 there's ups and downs and there's good 960 00:47:05,450 --> 00:47:03,720 reasons for that but yeah I think I just 961 00:47:09,559 --> 00:47:05,460 want to start that conversation there 962 00:47:11,300 --> 00:47:09,569 which is to be using this time of all of 963 00:47:13,550 --> 00:47:11,310 these things being shaken up there's a 964 00:47:17,240 --> 00:47:13,560 lot being shaken up because that's what 965 00:47:19,730 --> 00:47:17,250 happens when the world shifts when the 966 00:47:23,059 --> 00:47:19,740 world shifts it's not pretty 967 00:47:25,849 --> 00:47:23,069 it's not pretty because our our ways of 968 00:47:30,170 --> 00:47:25,859 life are changing and in order for this 969 00:47:31,819 --> 00:47:30,180 change yes we have to we have to pull 970 00:47:34,990 --> 00:47:31,829 some of these things out of the shadows 971 00:47:37,010 --> 00:47:35,000 or we're not gonna get anywhere and 972 00:47:38,570 --> 00:47:37,020 looking pulling things out of the 973 00:47:40,370 --> 00:47:38,580 shadows 974 00:47:41,900 --> 00:47:40,380 there's absolutely nothing fun about it 975 00:47:44,330 --> 00:47:41,910 there's a reason that crap is in the 976 00:47:47,840 --> 00:47:44,340 shadows because we don't look at it 977 00:47:50,360 --> 00:47:47,850 because it's not fun but ironically the 978 00:47:52,490 --> 00:47:50,370 things that are in those shadows are the 979 00:47:55,910 --> 00:47:52,500 very things that are keeping us unhappy 980 00:47:57,860 --> 00:47:55,920 feeling stuck feeling scared so it's 981 00:48:00,380 --> 00:47:57,870 like as we turn to face them we feel 982 00:48:02,660 --> 00:48:00,390 less stuck less scared more empowered 983 00:48:04,550 --> 00:48:02,670 something I've said a bit ago I want to 984 00:48:06,140 --> 00:48:04,560 resound and I want to actually turn the 985 00:48:08,660 --> 00:48:06,150 volume up and turn the fire up a little 986 00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:08,670 bit more okay I did a burst of light 987 00:48:13,460 --> 00:48:10,410 live-feed the other night and I was 988 00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:13,470 talking about you just mentioned how the 989 00:48:18,980 --> 00:48:15,810 outside does this and we get moves side 990 00:48:20,570 --> 00:48:18,990 to side yeah of course we don't want to 991 00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:20,580 let the negative people the negative 992 00:48:24,890 --> 00:48:24,210 events in our lives move us great here's 993 00:48:26,990 --> 00:48:24,900 a new idea 994 00:48:29,570 --> 00:48:27,000 don't let the positive people move you 995 00:48:31,610 --> 00:48:29,580 either yes exactly when Anastasia just 996 00:48:33,260 --> 00:48:31,620 said don't be positive all the time 997 00:48:35,840 --> 00:48:33,270 because what you think it's positive I 998 00:48:37,970 --> 00:48:35,850 mean our negative mate and vice versa so 999 00:48:40,760 --> 00:48:37,980 if if you're hanging out with people and 1000 00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:40,770 it's a joyful crowd don't let them sway 1001 00:48:47,540 --> 00:48:45,090 you be more joyful be the dominant so to 1002 00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:47,550 speak tone and if you could find that 1003 00:48:51,410 --> 00:48:49,410 kind of Center and be the rock like 1004 00:48:53,180 --> 00:48:51,420 Peter get along you could turn up the 1005 00:48:56,000 --> 00:48:53,190 joy in that room even more powerful than 1006 00:48:58,520 --> 00:48:56,010 you just be swayed by everybody else so 1007 00:49:01,880 --> 00:48:58,530 don't be swayed period right left in out 1008 00:49:03,710 --> 00:49:01,890 up down good bad you be the plant you be 1009 00:49:07,010 --> 00:49:03,720 anchored you'd be the lightning rod then 1010 00:49:10,700 --> 00:49:07,020 watch what happens but yes and the key 1011 00:49:12,530 --> 00:49:10,710 to being able to do that is to know more 1012 00:49:15,950 --> 00:49:12,540 about who you actually are 1013 00:49:19,070 --> 00:49:15,960 it's like otherwise the world you know 1014 00:49:21,860 --> 00:49:19,080 like if you're walking through the world 1015 00:49:24,140 --> 00:49:21,870 looking for approval trying to fit in 1016 00:49:26,060 --> 00:49:24,150 trying to belong trying to feel safe 1017 00:49:29,690 --> 00:49:26,070 trying to get love trying to get 1018 00:49:32,780 --> 00:49:29,700 attention trying to aim this you're not 1019 00:49:35,660 --> 00:49:32,790 rooted you're looking for external stuff 1020 00:49:40,670 --> 00:49:35,670 and again it's not it's not a bad thing 1021 00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:40,680 like I think you know I had and still 1022 00:49:45,620 --> 00:49:42,810 have still have I don't want to make 1023 00:49:48,980 --> 00:49:45,630 this sound like all of my awakening is 1024 00:49:52,099 --> 00:49:48,990 in the past because that wouldn't be 1025 00:49:54,799 --> 00:49:52,109 awake to say that like oh my go 1026 00:50:00,229 --> 00:49:54,809 yeah it's an ongoing it's an ongoing 1027 00:50:02,989 --> 00:50:00,239 thing but you know what I found is that 1028 00:50:08,660 --> 00:50:02,999 I had to get in order for me to wake up 1029 00:50:09,259 --> 00:50:08,670 and find some some kind of peace where I 1030 00:50:11,809 --> 00:50:09,269 was 1031 00:50:13,940 --> 00:50:11,819 it's like the more I discovered the more 1032 00:50:16,249 --> 00:50:13,950 I was able to let stuff go and I was 1033 00:50:19,579 --> 00:50:16,259 able to be in the flow and does that 1034 00:50:23,359 --> 00:50:19,589 mean I'm always positive no because I 1035 00:50:25,039 --> 00:50:23,369 wouldn't even try to be right I I go 1036 00:50:27,349 --> 00:50:25,049 with what happens because sometimes 1037 00:50:29,209 --> 00:50:27,359 during periods of awakening I go I have 1038 00:50:33,829 --> 00:50:29,219 to go crawl in a hole for about three 1039 00:50:35,900 --> 00:50:33,839 days and just feel and anyway but not to 1040 00:50:42,140 --> 00:50:35,910 digress too much on that but it's just 1041 00:50:45,019 --> 00:50:42,150 this it's just this idea that sometimes 1042 00:50:49,640 --> 00:50:45,029 we have to get real with ourselves about 1043 00:50:52,339 --> 00:50:49,650 like it was a it was a shocker for me to 1044 00:50:54,799 --> 00:50:52,349 get real with myself about how much I 1045 00:50:57,199 --> 00:50:54,809 wanted approval and attention and how 1046 00:50:59,479 --> 00:50:57,209 everything in my life was just a way to 1047 00:51:03,229 --> 00:50:59,489 do that you know I look at videos of 1048 00:51:06,949 --> 00:51:03,239 myself years ago and it's just oh I just 1049 00:51:09,289 --> 00:51:06,959 I had I had slab I've taken so much down 1050 00:51:11,479 --> 00:51:09,299 off the you know I used to I've had 1051 00:51:14,539 --> 00:51:11,489 hundreds of videos that I used to put up 1052 00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:14,549 with my old business and you know 1053 00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:16,170 there's a whole bunch still out there 1054 00:51:22,309 --> 00:51:18,930 because I had so much content out on the 1055 00:51:26,359 --> 00:51:22,319 in the world and I was looking at this 1056 00:51:28,219 --> 00:51:26,369 other video was talking to this friend 1057 00:51:31,370 --> 00:51:28,229 of mine and I'm like yeah I'm just you 1058 00:51:37,630 --> 00:51:31,380 know so about authenticity and it's I 1059 00:51:42,319 --> 00:51:37,640 just look like oh my god it was so I 1060 00:51:45,349 --> 00:51:42,329 know it at the time but I had to waking 1061 00:51:48,469 --> 00:51:45,359 up for me it required a lot of crow 1062 00:51:52,729 --> 00:51:48,479 eating like I had to dine on a steady 1063 00:51:57,469 --> 00:51:52,739 diet of crow like a long time and I 1064 00:52:00,559 --> 00:51:57,479 still do like when I when my when those 1065 00:52:04,489 --> 00:52:00,569 old familiar things kind of pop up and 1066 00:52:05,540 --> 00:52:04,499 and grasp on you know I have to stop and 1067 00:52:07,870 --> 00:52:05,550 look at them 1068 00:52:10,280 --> 00:52:07,880 I usually have to say something out loud 1069 00:52:14,120 --> 00:52:10,290 because anytime that something's coming 1070 00:52:17,300 --> 00:52:14,130 up that I know is is gonna bring any 1071 00:52:19,400 --> 00:52:17,310 kind of shame or whatever it is I have 1072 00:52:21,980 --> 00:52:19,410 to say it out loud to somebody and it 1073 00:52:23,690 --> 00:52:21,990 diffuses it and in the moment that I say 1074 00:52:25,880 --> 00:52:23,700 it it just starts to get diffused and I 1075 00:52:30,130 --> 00:52:25,890 can see what's happening and then that 1076 00:52:32,780 --> 00:52:30,140 pull has less and less grip but you know 1077 00:52:34,880 --> 00:52:32,790 most awaken teachers will tell you this 1078 00:52:37,130 --> 00:52:34,890 like even when you start to really have 1079 00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:37,140 these big awakenings this stuff still 1080 00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:39,930 pops up it's just do you have the 1081 00:52:45,290 --> 00:52:43,290 ability to recognize it when it does so 1082 00:52:47,690 --> 00:52:45,300 that it can just continue its dissolving 1083 00:52:50,150 --> 00:52:47,700 process that's my dissolving process me 1084 00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:50,160 you know take years and years and years 1085 00:52:57,290 --> 00:52:53,850 but if that stuff doesn't grab on and 1086 00:52:59,570 --> 00:52:57,300 hold on in the same way that it used to 1087 00:53:01,340 --> 00:52:59,580 and because of that I'm not walking 1088 00:53:09,650 --> 00:53:01,350 around this state of just you know sure 1089 00:53:11,780 --> 00:53:09,660 suffering 25 which is great it's like it 1090 00:53:15,350 --> 00:53:11,790 comes in doses well obviously does but 1091 00:53:18,620 --> 00:53:15,360 it's levels for example I'm starting my 1092 00:53:20,780 --> 00:53:18,630 spiritual my conscious path now so I 1093 00:53:23,990 --> 00:53:20,790 have all this stuff and I do work for a 1094 00:53:27,050 --> 00:53:24,000 year and it seems like as you mentioned 1095 00:53:30,460 --> 00:53:27,060 while I'm done with it and it comes up 1096 00:53:33,650 --> 00:53:30,470 later it's because we we learn to become 1097 00:53:35,720 --> 00:53:33,660 familiar with what it feels like to be 1098 00:53:37,040 --> 00:53:35,730 the new us so the feeling gets more 1099 00:53:38,570 --> 00:53:37,050 subtle and subtle because now we're 1100 00:53:40,940 --> 00:53:38,580 integrated with it we don't know that 1101 00:53:44,060 --> 00:53:40,950 there's a dissonance happening so when 1102 00:53:45,830 --> 00:53:44,070 it comes up again sigh ah it's obvious 1103 00:53:48,110 --> 00:53:45,840 this is not part of what I've been doing 1104 00:53:50,210 --> 00:53:48,120 or Who I am for the moment so you think 1105 00:53:53,510 --> 00:53:50,220 it comes in waves obviously 1106 00:53:56,270 --> 00:53:53,520 I think it's yes and I definitely think 1107 00:53:57,800 --> 00:53:56,280 it comes in waves and and it comes a lot 1108 00:53:59,810 --> 00:53:57,810 of things come when they're ready to 1109 00:54:02,720 --> 00:53:59,820 come because they're there's a lot of 1110 00:54:05,840 --> 00:54:02,730 things I am able to see now like I 1111 00:54:07,700 --> 00:54:05,850 here's kind of my wrote an article about 1112 00:54:09,320 --> 00:54:07,710 this on my blog so if you want to go 1113 00:54:11,810 --> 00:54:09,330 look at my blog over at the four stages 1114 00:54:14,540 --> 00:54:11,820 of self-realization and it's kind of 1115 00:54:18,920 --> 00:54:14,550 like you know there's that there's that 1116 00:54:23,069 --> 00:54:18,930 oh you know first stage 1117 00:54:25,829 --> 00:54:23,079 and that's when you know but here's kind 1118 00:54:28,680 --> 00:54:25,839 of like my little short summary of this 1119 00:54:31,680 --> 00:54:28,690 it's like this is what this is what that 1120 00:54:36,809 --> 00:54:31,690 core genius math is it's like I kind of 1121 00:54:39,089 --> 00:54:36,819 dig around in somebody's life and really 1122 00:54:41,640 --> 00:54:39,099 listen to them and sort of I can reflect 1123 00:54:43,920 --> 00:54:41,650 this like here's who you are before your 1124 00:54:46,950 --> 00:54:43,930 imprinting and I find that sometimes 1125 00:54:50,780 --> 00:54:46,960 when you can get like really have that 1126 00:54:54,420 --> 00:54:50,790 witness and named and and know it and 1127 00:54:57,240 --> 00:54:54,430 start integrating that and going in that 1128 00:54:59,099 --> 00:54:57,250 direction like the artist who was the 1129 00:55:01,910 --> 00:54:59,109 business person it's like we get them 1130 00:55:05,010 --> 00:55:01,920 back on the track of being an artist 1131 00:55:07,470 --> 00:55:05,020 inside of that track sometimes at that 1132 00:55:10,740 --> 00:55:07,480 point that's when you're opening to 1133 00:55:12,839 --> 00:55:10,750 these deeper awakenings right like first 1134 00:55:16,799 --> 00:55:12,849 it's like let's get you out of this you 1135 00:55:19,440 --> 00:55:16,809 know totally wrong path for you because 1136 00:55:23,460 --> 00:55:19,450 I believe that somebody's core genius is 1137 00:55:25,670 --> 00:55:23,470 their path to those deeper connections 1138 00:55:29,220 --> 00:55:25,680 it's like the path back to oneness right 1139 00:55:31,319 --> 00:55:29,230 starts with your uniqueness I know it 1140 00:55:39,210 --> 00:55:31,329 sounds kind of paradoxical but it's not 1141 00:55:40,380 --> 00:55:39,220 really and yeah it's a I don't know I 1142 00:55:42,510 --> 00:55:40,390 don't know what else to say about that 1143 00:55:44,010 --> 00:55:42,520 well I'm glad you act a pause everyone 1144 00:55:46,440 --> 00:55:44,020 make sure you go check out that article 1145 00:55:55,079 --> 00:55:46,450 we're at the top of the hour thinking a 1146 00:55:57,089 --> 00:55:55,089 powerful would you like to leave a very 1147 00:55:59,880 --> 00:55:57,099 small closing comment a final thought 1148 00:56:01,890 --> 00:55:59,890 we've got one minute 1149 00:56:07,260 --> 00:56:01,900 the final thought I want to leave you 1150 00:56:12,900 --> 00:56:07,270 with is that remember don't believe your 1151 00:56:17,220 --> 00:56:12,910 thoughts hmm and keep looking inside all 1152 00:56:21,020 --> 00:56:17,230 of your answers are there and don't try 1153 00:56:23,730 --> 00:56:21,030 to do it alone I'll leave you with that 1154 00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:23,740 Anastasia meetry thank you so much Burt 1155 00:56:28,210 --> 00:56:26,170 you're welcome anytime dear thank you 1156 00:56:30,099 --> 00:56:28,220 everyone everyone probably standing up 1157 00:56:32,710 --> 00:56:30,109 the chatroom of beheading I will pull 1158 00:56:34,540 --> 00:56:32,720 chat room tonight Wow next week monsoon 1159 00:56:38,170 --> 00:56:34,550 of light radio check this up but all you 1160 00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:38,180 x-file people out there the real-life 1161 00:56:44,050 --> 00:56:40,450 [Music] 1162 00:56:47,920 --> 00:56:44,060 John de Susan he's got a brand new book 1163 00:56:51,130 --> 00:56:47,930 out called clear hearers what is a clear 1164 00:56:52,990 --> 00:56:51,140 hero wait do you hear the story this 1165 00:56:56,020 --> 00:56:53,000 chap is going to be laying on you next 1166 00:56:56,650 --> 00:56:56,030 week working as a special agent as an 1167 00:56:59,260 --> 00:56:56,660 FBI 1168 00:57:02,800 --> 00:56:59,270 he's got stories that I'm serious that 1169 00:57:04,750 --> 00:57:02,810 country that parallel with x-files as to 1170 00:57:06,550 --> 00:57:04,760 why he's had many coming together with 1171 00:57:08,020 --> 00:57:06,560 them so next week we should have light 1172 00:57:09,849 --> 00:57:08,030 radio 6 p.m. Eastern Time 1173 00:57:11,849 --> 00:57:09,859 John to suit is gonna be here I want to 1174 00:57:14,710 --> 00:57:11,859 say thank you all for being here again 1175 00:57:16,359 --> 00:57:14,720 again every Monday night 6 p.m. Eastern 1176 00:57:18,330 --> 00:57:16,369 time when you have nothing to do tonight 1177 00:57:21,430 --> 00:57:18,340 you're laying down you're going to bed 1178 00:57:24,250 --> 00:57:21,440 yeah nothing to do close your eyes and 1179 00:57:26,410 --> 00:57:24,260 breathe in and out breathe like you want 1180 00:57:30,670 --> 00:57:26,420 something far beyond you've ever known 1181 00:57:34,329 --> 00:57:30,680 see 10 to 15 minutes of that you'll find 1182 00:57:37,089 --> 00:57:34,339 yourself deafening silence and in that 1183 00:57:39,790 --> 00:57:37,099 space well here you were here yourself 1184 00:57:42,940 --> 00:57:39,800 and you define Kerry be well and always